well this month went to fucking hell near the end.
yes i got to see a new movie that was fun to wach

but then oh the things that happened
thurs june 25th my cousin kale died of complications from heat stroke. ok well i cried and i was sad because i loved my cousin we weren't super close but he was family.


then monday the 29th a page from my book of nightmares came true. my grandpa died.grandpa he died i guess from his heart giving out on him , he had COPD and was also battling pneumonia and his heart just couldn't take it anymore. his death i am not dealing with so good. i was really close to my grandpa and i love him and i miss him so much, but i am moving in with my grandma and just picking up the pieces and trying to put myself back together. unfortunatly though we had to push our trip back to thanksgiving

oh well i'm sure with time i'll get over it but right now it's just hard really very hard